Today I'm In A Happy Place

Today I just wanted to write
And I had no real topic
No cute image
I just wanted to write
Because
Today I'm in a happy place
And I know it didn't happen by mistake
(Yeah, that Make Room CD is everything)
I don't know if it's the lost weight
The intake of more water
Being in God's word and presence daily
Or my rotation of healthy greens being cooked weekly
Filling my home with the aroma of home cooked meals from my childhood
Maybe it's the intermittent fasting and the consistency of me working out
That's assisting with letting go of so much from my past
Then maybe it's the nightly notes I write in my gratitude journal
Or, my cute little self-care calendar
I'm just trying to see why at this moment
I see heartbreaks as lessons learned
I see rejection as protection
I shop more in the outer aisles than the inner ones
I am up seeking Him for real
Like
On a daily basis
Why I put my disappointment and confusion aside
For the ones that caused it
Because their hurt is more pressing
This place right here didn't exist last year
This woman right here didn't exist last year
This place right here, I'm not willing to trade
My peace
My serenity
My love for self
Whatever doesn't edify me
There's no space here
I made room
Room for happiness
Room for a healthier life
Room for true friendships
Room for me
My dreams
My goals
Just maybe
In those mountains
Over the summer
In Denver
I truly
Did
Evolve