Step My Game Up!

 


The month of April has truly been amazing for me. This last week, in particular, has truly shown me how faithful God is to me when I completely turn over my adversities to Him. I don't really think I knew how deep the hurt was in my life and in my heart but God is a healer. Not only does He heal but He also restores.

Now that April has presented all things anew I have made a personal decision. I have decided to step my game up. Over the past four years I have endured so much heartache and disappointment. I was just getting up everyday and going through the motions. Now I get up with a purpose. God's purpose. He has blessed me with opportunities to impact children and their families throughout my community. I have a responsibility to uphold. To whom much is given much is required. He has given me so much.

Recently at my church's anniversary the guest minister shared this thought "We all are valuable, none of us are necessary." I know that I am valuable in my various talents and gifts but I also know that if I don't use those gifts and talents someone else will.

My time is now, to be at my best, professionally, spiritually, physically, emotionally, and financially. Enough has time been spent being comfortable. The time is now to show my value and worth to the world.

I invite you to watch me soar as I Step My Game UP!!!!!!

Lindar

Originally posted 4.10.09

Eleven Months — The Last First

 


Easter Sunday was the last of the firsts.
The last holiday without my father for the first time.

And somehow, I made it here.

Through the days that felt too heavy to move,
through the moments that caught me off guard,
through the quiet spaces where your absence echoed loudest.

Today, I felt something new,
not joy without you,
but strength with your memory.

A little more energy.
A little more breath.
A little more ability to sit in the moment
without being overtaken by it.

I still miss you.
That hasn’t changed.

But Sunday reminded me
that even in grief,
life is still gently unfolding.

And maybe…
that’s part of how I carry you forward.

Hello April




Hello April 🌿


There's something gentle about arriving here.

Not rushed.

Not forced.

Not trying to prove anything.


Just present.


March felt like a quiet return…

back to writing,

back to reflecting,

back to me.


And this month?

I'm not chasing momentum.

I'm allowing alignment.


I'm choosing:

 ðŸ’•consistency over pressure

💕peace over performance

💕presence over perfection


Some things don't need to be announced.

They just need to be lived.


April, I'm ready…

not because everything is figured out,

but because I trust who I'm becoming.


✨ Your story was never wasted.

✨ Your voice. Your vision. Your victory.



Step My Game Up!

  The month of April has truly been amazing for me. This last week, in particular, has truly shown me how faithful God is to me when I compl...