She’s Ready

I've always shied away from speaking publicly. Mainly because I didn't think I had "the look" or I felt like I wasn't enough. I've had these issues not just for years, but for decades. That's a long time to be idle. 

What most don't know is that not only do I read and write a lot but I take a lot of notes of pastors and ministries that I love. I have so many ideas that it gets overwhelming. Lol. 

When I was asked to facilitate Final Fridays I was so nervous & so hesitant because my idea of talking about Esther having a stylist, being saved & fly and incorporating an on the spot fashion show kinda seemed out there out there. 

But it was AMAZING!!! Then to present on self-care and Bible verses related to it during the next session was even more than what I expected. 

I'm definitely that chic who loves Jesus & J Cole, knows Hymns & Hip Hop and believes in Self-Care For The Saints. I'm definitely a Jesus Girl who simply wants to impact the world. 

Now what? That shy one, the one whose been comfortable behind the scenes, has already planned ideas up until October. As I sat and listened to Pastor Mike today it confirmed so much. I needed to burn the plow and no longer have the comfort of my Plan B especially when my God is my Plan A. My pastor has often said, "My Daddy own a cattle on a thousand hills, surely I can get a hamburger."

Maybe it took a faith move to finally walk into God's plan for my life. And you know what? I get joy when I think about it.