Just Every Now & Then

You know, life just gives you stuff.
Stuff that's unexpected, some good and some bad.
As hard as you try some stuff just don't work the way you want it to.
I want to be at my best without someone questioning "am I doing enough" or "stating I should do more".
I know to whom much is given much is required.
I know He gives the desires of our hearts.
My heart?.... See there's the issue. It's only so much my heart can take.
So much pain
So much disappointment
Yeah! Yeah! I know let the past go.
But what about when the voices of the past haunt you?
You're not enough. You're not doing enough suddenly creeps in.
Well for me that happens just every now and then.